Posts for category ‘the diabetes’

June 8, 2010
Reunited and it tastes so good. Yeah, bread, I’m talking to you.

When I was diagnosed with diabetes a little over a year ago, in my conversation with my doctor all I heard, from way down within the bowels of my deepest fears, was: “No more bread.” Okay, she didn’t actually say that, but I needed to lower my blood glucose, and carbohydrates are one of the major things that raise it, and all that is good and right about carbs comes to perfect union and glory in bread. (cue choir of angels)

In order to cope with and simplify the task of getting my blood sugar under control, I renounced most heavy-duty carbs for a time. Because of my disordered eating past, going cold turkey was the only way I could find my bearings in my new reality. Emotionally, I could not deal with even a taste, could not deal with being around them, because it only reminded me of a disease I was struggling to come to terms with (diabetes) on top of the one I was already managing (binge eating disorder).

Longtime readers of this blog may remember my forays into bread baking using Jeff Hertzberg and Zoe Francois’ book Artisan Bread in Five Minutes a Day. I even interviewed them! But then we had to break up. I mean in my head. When they sent me their newest book, Healthy Bread in Five Minutes a Day*, it was like an old hot boyfriend was inviting me for a spin on his Harley (not that that’s ever happened to me…). I filed the book away on my shelf and carried on bravely with my broccoli and chicken breast stir-fries and my nuts and berries. I even unfollowed @ArtisanBreadin5 on Twitter because it was all too painful. I had lost faith in bread, and faith in my ability to eat bread.

But now that my numbers are in control and my new eating and exercise habits are firmly established, and after making a searching and fearless moral inventory of how each and every food and exercise affects my blood sugar, I have invited bread back into my heart as my personal Lord and—oh, wait, I’m getting carried away.

What I mean to say is that I now have a right relationship with bread. I can eat it sometimes! In limited quantities! And though all kinds of carbs raise your blood sugar, no matter if they are “good” carbs or “bad” carbs (it is a common myth that diabetics “can’t” eat sugar and “can” eat all the fruit they want) it makes more sense to eat the good kind. The rise is more gentle, and the coming back down is nice and steady, too. No crashing. Also, if you happen to be 5′2″, three months from 40, and in a career that involves sitting on your butt most of the day, you can only eat so many calories. It makes sense to make them count, nutritionally.

So as I began integrating bread back into my diet, I recovered Healthy Bread from the shelf and made out with—I mean, read it. And baked an awesome but small loaf of 100% Whole Wheat Flax Bread (to which I added a little whole rye flour, because I love it). What I love about Zoe and Jeff’s method is how you can make one little roll or a loaf to feed a family without having to do much thinking or planning, and that also makes it easy to have an appropriate quantity on hand to eat and not overdo it.

Also, when you get into buying fancy bread from Whole Foods that doesn’t have this and doesn’t have that and has fiber but not a bunch of scary sounding stuff like maltodextroendosoygritsase, it is spendy! Making it myself will be so much cheaper. My calculations confirm what Jeff came up with, that a 2-oz serving of the 100% Whole Wheat Flax bread has about 21 carbs, 4 grams of fiber, and 5 of protein. There is no added fat or sugar. More importantly, it is delicious.

The book also has recipes for gluten-free breads.

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(*Full disclosure for blogger-ethics-police: Yes, I got the book for free from a publicist. This is no way tainted my opinion of the deliciousness of the bread.)

March 31, 2010
Calvin Festival of Faith & Writing (last day to register) / out of the office

I’ve been wanting to attend this conference ever since I first heard about it years ago, and now I get to go as a speaker. Yeehaw! It’s not too late to sign up. But it will be tomorrow.

Allow me to drop but a few names of other speakers to tempt you: Avi, Scott Cairns, Debbie Blue (oh my golly, fangirling right now, didn’t notice she was coming before and I LOVE HER), Sharon Flake, Joshilyn Jackson, Mary Karr, Rhoda Janzen, Wally Lamb (!!), Gene Yang…oh I could go on and on and on. And of course! My panelmates Jenny Han and Donna Freitas.

The conference web site has everything you need to know

I will, at various times, be doing the following:

Reading (Thursday, 10: 30 a.m.)

Lunchtime forum with other Jesus Girls authors (Friday, 12:45 p.m.)

Solo talk: “Young Adult Fiction and the Stewardship of Pain” (Friday, 2 p.m.)

Signing (Friday, 3 p.m.)

Panel with Jenny Han and Donna Freitas: “Are You There, God? It’s Me, the American Teenager: Faith, Doubt, and Redemption in Young Adult Fiction” (Friday, 3:30 p.m.)

Full Festival Schedule

And now – I’m away from my blog for a few weeks. Spring breaking, finishing up a book, and then off to the Fest. Please do let me know if you’re planning to go and maybe we can find a way to say hello. Until then!

(P.S. – I have a new post at Teen Fiction Cafe for Food Week, celebrating recognizing one year with diabetes.)

June 26, 2009
Friday Five, eh?

Fun facts about Canada! Or maybe not so much facts as bits of information I picked up during my visit of very limited scope and duration…

1. What we call stocking caps are called “tubes” in Canada. I learned this when we took our cruise on Lake Minnewanka and it was so cold and windy that I needed to purchase a hat from the shop at the boat dock. I said, “Do you have any stocking caps?” “No, just what’s in the box. The baseball caps and the tubes.” EDIT! In the comments, Shari says, our stocking caps are actually “toques” (sounds like “tukes”). Quiller over on LJ also said it, and Wikipedia says it, so now I know it’s true. Toque/tuque, not tube. See, this is how rumors gets started and misinformation is spread, like a game of telephone! Here I am in my toque:

2. As in the south here, iced tea in Canada is by default sweetened. In fact, I could not find a restaurant with unsweetened iced tea. That was sad, because I don’t drink soda and unsweetened iced tea is my drink of choice when out.

3. There is a food item I was told again and again to try while I was in Canada: poutine. Which is a really fancy-sounding name for fries smothered in all manner of gravies and toppings. As much as I love fries, I have to admit it didn’t appeal. Gravy is not a favorite. Maybe next time. Convince me!

4. Speaking of food items, I almost fell over when in the Calgary airport shops what did I spy with my little eye but the legendary Kit Kat Dark. It’s been legendary to me, anyway, ever since reading Steve Almond’s wonderful book Candyfreak. He scored a case somewhere along the way while researching and became obsessed. I was restrained and only bought two, along with a bag of 70% cocoa M&Ms. Dark chocolate treats and my diabetes get along really well. I may have to move to Canada for health reasons.

5. Noticeable differences in restaurants there vs. here, other than the iced tea thing: They do not obsessively keep your water glass filled, and in fact may let you run dry for a long time. They do not rush you out by giving you the check five minutes after serving your food. We had to ask for it every time in every place, after sitting for long periods after a meal. Which was fine. What’s the hurry, anyway? And they call it the bill, not the check. Canadian readers: am I making sweeping assumptions based on limited experience? If you haven’t dined in the states, there is a total compulsion with topping off water. I noticed in general Canada (at least in Calgary and Banff) seemed greener–recycling bins in hotel rooms, dual flush toilets, etc.—so maybe the water thing is part of that.

Okay, have a good weekend!